How’s it gonna be

Yesterday was the closest I’ve ever been to calling it quits.  I can’t explain what all I’m feeling.  When I try to explain to my boyfriend what is going on in my head, it doesn’t make sense.  Of course it doesn’t make sense to someone else when I can’t even make sense of it.  I am lost and numb.  I don’t care anymore, about anything.  I don’t know how I can keep living like this, being miserable every day.  I see no point anymore.  I’m sorry if you’re reading this and it’s bringing you down when you googled something completely different and uplifting, but this is where I can put all my thoughts out there; without ever having to be embarrassed by what people may think.  I don’t know what to do anymore.  Therapy isn’t helping, nothing’s helping.

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