Yesterday was the closest I’ve ever been to calling it quits. I can’t explain what all I’m feeling. When I try to explain to my boyfriend what is going on in my head, it doesn’t make sense. Of course it doesn’t make sense to someone else when I can’t even make sense of it. I am lost and numb. I don’t care anymore, about anything. I don’t know how I can keep living like this, being miserable every day. I see no point anymore. I’m sorry if you’re reading this and it’s bringing you down when you googled something completely different and uplifting, but this is where I can put all my thoughts out there; without ever having to be embarrassed by what people may think. I don’t know what to do anymore. Therapy isn’t helping, nothing’s helping.